Listening to: Tori no Uta - Lia, AIR OP.
Current anime: Air TV.
Current manga: None.
Current projects/working on: A layout for my graphics site (see last entry).
Mood: Fatiguée, mais contente.

Whoops, looks like I forgot to update the last 15 days. Ehehe. I haven't really been doing much since then, just slowly consuming Air and listening to Vocaloid songs (mostly Miku Hatsune, Rin & Len Kagamine). I've been upgrading my music playlist the last two days. I still have 50 on my list to add. ^^; I really like the video for "Sigre" by Rin and Len Kagamine. Very sad but beautiful. Watch it!

Hmm, I'm almost done Air; I'm currently in the middle of episode 10. I'll probably finish off Hetalia within the next few days and then start Code Geass, something I've been dreading to watch a year and a half ago, or whenever I was introduced to it. The quotes I see from the series surely sound interesting...

Haha, I still have to catch up on Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood. I'm four episodes behind, which makes me still at episode 19.

OOH. Darker Than Black has a new season.~ The first season was good, except that since my brain was half-functioning the days I watched it, my opinion of it is lower than it should be. It was certainly captivating, however.

Gah. Back to school in a week. >______> I still need a new backpack. And new jeans. My current pairs are shrinking bit by bit.

Listening to: Rondo Alla Turca (1778) - Mozart.
Current anime: Air TV, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood.
Current manga: None.
Current projects/working on: A layout for my graphics site (see last entry).
Mood: Not good, my friends, not good.

The title of this blog entry is a lyric from Len and Rin Kagamine's Romeo and Cinderella, a very addicting song, in my opinion.

Geebus. My cousin, who stayed over for a week starting last Saturday (this blog entry was started on the 15th, but not uploaded on that day due to a lack of internet), is so needy. She looked through my closet and my desk drawer and didn't even put things back to the way they were (my closet actually looks neater/spacious after I cleaned up her mess, but I still had to clean up my entire room after her). She even left her broken laptop in my room, almost as if my house was a dumpster for things she didn't want anymore. MY HOUSE IS NOT A DUMP SITE, OKAY? She leaves her stuff all around her room and house as if she doesn't know how to take care of her own things. And this is coming from an animanga-obsessed loser a rather eccentric little girl who's not all that organized herself. Speaking of material items, I went shopping with her at the mall on the 10th. She insisted for me to purchase a pullover sweater which was on sale. Usually, I wouldn't buy a sweater like that, because A. it's pretty expensive, even being on sale, B. they only had certain sizes (most were XXS, XS, in women's sizes; I got an XS. XS isn't even going to last a short, skinny girl like me for one year; a year and a half at most. I wonder how said women can wear XXS. >____>), C. They only had certain colors. I was lucky they had the mostly-greenish-aqua I liked. D:<

My father dropped her back to her house on the 15th, and she handed me the lime green polo t-shirt that I forgot to take back home with me when we went to pick her up. It was a size too small for me. Does she think that she, herself, is "small", so people skinnier than her are anorexic? I couldn't even pull it over my head without having a whole ton of difficulty. It would have been smart to ask me what size I wear before she bought the shirt. She acts like she's smarter than me just because I know nothing of the "typical screaming teenage girl" mainstream, which is the entirety of her personality. That part of her really pushes me over the edge.

She would sometimes comment on the type of music I listen to. "Ew, you actually got this song?", "These songs all sound the same.", "This song is weird.", etc. etc. If she really "respects" me, then why doesn't she just shut her mouth? I don't even comment on her devastatingly deafening music that is always blasting the ears off my head.

She claims we're "BFFS; best friends forever!!!" I'm never as enthuastic as her about things, I don't laugh at the parts she finds funny on Pineapple Express, I'm not suggesting anything fun for her to do in our boring house (which leaves her bored all the time), I don't have the same opinions as her... Can't she just take a hint and figure out that she's annoying me? Or is she just so thick-skulled that I have to hold her hand every step of the way? Hah, like we could actually be best friends. Someone who doesn't even understand my personality and way of thinking is nowhere near close. I may understand her way of thinking, bur she doesn't understand mine.

Geez. I honestly don't go well with the typical teenage girl who's in love with shopping, boys, and tanning. During Holiday break and next summer (she was still willing to sleepover when she has the chance, I would bluntly refuse her request to sleepover. She's so needy, naggy, and closed-minded. She's the kind of person who minds my weird personality, so I constantly have to be cautious about the things I say and do. With my friends, they don't mind, so I don't have to hold back regarding displaying my emotions and opinions.

I joined a whole bunch of fanlistings on the 14th. And since I'm too lazy to specifically list which ones I joined, I'll just let you browse around them.

Peh. If you've read my earlier entries, you probably read about me complaining about the weather being 27° celcius (about 81° fahrenheit), but, at that time, I had forgotten about humidity. Right now (Aug. 16), the temperature is 30°C (86°F), but humidity makes it feel more like 37°C (about 99° F). The 17th is supposed to be 31°C (about 88°F), but feels like 40°C (104°F), which is going to make me actually willingly glad to brutally tear out my insides like Jack the Ripper [did to six women in 1888], violently chop them up, overboil them with Campbell's chicken broth, and then slurp the liquid, even licking the bowl when I finish. I hate summer. >______> I don't even want to draw in the heat (for fear that my paper will turn wrinkly of sweaty fingers). Drawing is one of my top hobbies -- so if I don't feel like drawing, then that's a serious problem... And on top of summer devouring all my life energy, the allergies (runny nose) irritate me. F*** D:< Well, contrary to my last outburst, things are surely looking up. Temperatures are dropping down as low as 21°C (roughly 70°F) next week. :3

I just got my computer upgraded recently so I wasn't able to connect to the internet these few days. Haha, it's like a lack of internet follows me everywhere I go. =_______=

Listening to: Kurutto Mawatte Ikkaiten - Miku Hatsune. The beginning of this song is awesome. I think it sounds similar to 20s swing music. Or maybe I'm wrong about that. Nonetheless, this song pwns.
Current anime: None.
Current manga: None.
Current projects/working on: Nothing really.
Mood: Fatiguée, et un peu faché, peut-être.

Meh. All the humour in Pineapple Express (see last entry) is overused. It's like how I dislike Disney movies (except for their cartoon movies that I used to watch when I was a child) because their comedy and storylines are the same throughout all their movies. I almost fell asleep halfway through the movie. Again, no offense to any fans redaing this.

Oh well. At least I get an oppurtunity to buy British chocolate whenever I go visit in her town. I'm not sure if they sell foreign chocolate in a mall near where I currently reside. I haven't really thoroughly checked the chocolate stores. :0

Inspired by Rinku, I shall start my to-do list here.

*Animes to watch (not necessarily in ranked order):

1. Air TV
2. Axis Powers Hetalia (watching this made my summer school history course actually pretty interesting :0)
3. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
4. Bakemonogatari
5. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni (I have to start watching this over because I suddenly stopped watching a year and a half ago)
6. [EDIT AUG.15] To Aru Majutsu no Index [/EDIT AUG. 15[
7. xxxHOLiC: Kei
8. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya 2

**Manga to read (not necessarily in ranked order):

1. Pandora Hearts
2. NANA***
3. Kuroshitsuji
4. Elemental Gelade
5. Gakuen Alice***
6. ARIA***

Things to be done regarding my site (not necessarily in ranked order):

1. Finish drawing the characters for the layout (1-4 days)
2. Vector them (2-5 days)
3. Code the layout (1-2.5 days)
4. New graphics? Most likely I'll make these after I finish the layout, because my graphic site really needs a change. Peh. I had the same layout on for almost seven months. xD Within the last few weeks of summer, the most graphics I would be able to make are 12-30 pixels, 4-10 icons, and 1-3 vectors.

*Lmao it's a lot (for me, a slow watcher) to watch all this in less than three weeks left of summer. I probably won't finish it all. I think the most I'll complete is Air TV, Hetalia, and a little over half of Higurashi.

**Surprised that Fullmetal Alchemist isn't on this list? When I opened up chapter 97, the latest chapter in July, I could not read the first few pages without being confused. I decided not to read it online anymore and just buy the volumes when they come out in English (unless I'm bored one day and decide to read it again online). Lmao I don't know why I still purchase FMA when I read the chapters online anyways. My love for FMA shall never be unrivalled. Muahaha. >:3

***Series marked with three asterisks are most likely to be read from (possibly) available volumes at my library.

Listening to: MELT - Miku Hatsune.
Current anime: Air TV, Axis Powers Hetalia.
Current manga: None.
Current projects/working on: Nothing really.
Mood: Fatiguée, et un peu faché, peut-être.

I feel like I want to go back to school again for the sake of seeing my friends, but also not, because I'm too lazy to work on anything. Adding summer school to my school year makes me feel as if my school year enlarged, and the time between last seeing my friends to the beginning of the school year enlarged as well. Which means it feels longer since the last time I saw them. Maybe I just got so used to my school schedule that it feels weird to be at home, living a lfeless and boring life once again.

Goddammit, how I hate Sakura Pigma pens. They run out so quickly. >_____> But I guess I have no choice, because they're the only type of pens offered in one of two only art stores I know of in my area. Peh. The store where I didn't purchase my pens is a 30-minute or so drive from my house, though. And we hardly ever go in that area. Or maybe the pens that I'm dreaming about are only offered in Japan. -sigh- I don't draw a lot with an ink pen, but I just want a pen that won't run out as quickly as a Pigma.

My cousin is staying over these few days. Differences in both of our lifestyles sure are evident. I almost feel like I miss the silence that used to lurk around in my lifeless life once again, though silence can be a very empowering thing in a negative way. I don't mind the company, but I'm not accustomed to being accompanied all the time. I wouldn't mind if my friends Kaihime and Shiroyuki (their nicknames, chosen by themselves) accompanied me all day, but my cousin's too high-maintenace, needy, and impulsive for me. I always told her not to open the blinds so wide but she does anyways, even at night, or if she's changing her clothing. And my TV's volume is always turned on almost halfway, thus it's loud enough to be heard clearly from the bottom of the stAirs downstAirs. All my senses are sensitive, which includes my ears, which I have stated many times, but no one listened to me. At least if it was Kaihime or Shiroyuki, I wouldn't have to babysit them "all the time unless they were occupied with the computer". So the difference between them and her is that I don't have to worry about showing my eccentric personality in front of them without fearing of being commented on. I can't get along with people who are so Americanized; people influenced greatly by the mainstream (she's your average everyday teenager who's into shopping, boys, tanning, and the like.). I'm just too different from them. (I'm not even into the Japanese mainstream, if you're wondering.) If she's watching something on a channel, I would ask her something ragarding the TV show, and she would blatantly reply something like, "Haha, why why would you even ask me that? Weeeeeeeeird." She probably doesn't infuriate me on purpose, and she doesn't infuriate me often, but when she does, it sure as hell makes me mad.

Well, my cousin will certainly cut into my time of drawing the layout image. -sigh- So many distractions, and so much time wasted.

I'm being forced to watch Pineapple Express with her. I don't even want to watch it. She says it's "the best movie ever", but I don't find it any bit funny (no offense to anyone reading this who likes it). If I want laughs, then I'll have to watch Axis Powers Hetalia. Now that's clever, classic, and hilarious... Something that actually uses real information to create a brilliant work of art -- a comedic parody of serious historic events.

She has quite a few British people on her MSNM contact list... She even "mocked" (as what I would call it) one of them on Webcam once, saying "Would you like some tea and biscuits?" in a British accent (which was truthfully quite hilarious). That person claimed his second favourite place in the world was Canada. All the British people I know love Canada for some reason. I wonder why. I live here, and it's not that great (or maybe it's just because I don't go travellig a lot that even I haven't seen much nice scenery here). Being known for multiculturalism (oh, and people in my area don't really use "eh" at the end of their sentences, if you're wondering.) and a safe country isn't really the truth here. There's still plenty of constant racism and tons of crime here. There are some people in my classes who claim they consume crack. Peh. Nonetheless, despite all of the many (perhaps) pros of living in Canada which contribute to Canada having one of the world's highest HDIs (Human Development Index -- basically, the quality of life in a country considering GDP [Gross Domestic Product - how much money a country makes], literacy rate, and etc.) I don't even want to live here in Canada -- I've never really enjoyed it here. I'd like to live in England (British people must want to know why foreigners love their country so much, right? >____>). British accents are just plain pwnsome >:D (No offense to any British people reading this right now... whenever my cousin talks to them about anything regarding their accents, they get quite enraged.)

Haha, speaking of which, I always say "blunt knife" instead of the American "dull knife", without knowing that "blunt" was a British thing. ~ There are probably many things I say that are. in fact, not American/Canadian (I guess our culture is more Americanized, since the US is a far more superior country than we are.) at all. I don't like American-influenced slang in general. I prefer formal language. Except that I prefer saying the informal Japanese words more because they sound better to my sensitive ears. ^o^

LMAO when she was on my computer yesterday, this file was opened... >_______> That means she could have read it. It's possible, since it was opened. But I doubt she read it, considering the folliowing reasons:

1. Depsite the fact that she reads novels such as Angels and Demons, she would not read someone else's blog. She somehow doesn't understand the point of them even though I explained to her twice.
2. I zoomed out in Notepad, so the font was pretty small to read. She wouldn't make the effort to try and read it.
3. She's a very predictable person and speaks her mind whenever possible. If she were upset by this blog entry, then I would be able to tell from her actions the next day that she was affected by it. In a rather rude sense, yes, I am calling her a bad liar.
4. The document starts with HTML codes. Even my friend Kaihime, who has knowledge of HTML, wouldn't even read this if it started off boring. My cousin would have thought, "WTF? How do you read something like this?" and quit even before any legible words were visible.

By the way, I got better at my deduction skills by acting like L from Death Note. Haha. Now that's a laugh.

"Cui bono?", the name of this blog entry, means "For whose advantage?" in Latin, by the way. I collect them from my The Penguin Thesaurus. My reference books always have to be from the pwnsome Britain, where only the best come from. AHAHA~

I need to make a list for the things I need to do for whatever's left of this summer. Perhaps next update, since I do realize that this blog entry is quite long. Gah.

Listening to: The Secret of Megurine - Luka Megurine (VOCALOID).
Current anime: Air TV, Axis Powers Hetalia.
Current manga: None. D:
Mood: Calme.

I don't know why I continously use French words for my mood. Heh.

Well, it looks like I haven't updated in a long time! And it also appears that I haven't been visiting anyone recently. Ahaha. I suck. My friend Kaihime introduced me to a game on Facebook called Restaurant City. I became addicted to it, but I'm sure that in a few weeks, I won't even care about it anymore. >o<

Speaking of recent obsessions, I became smitten with VOCALOID, especially Len & Rin Kagamine, who happen to be my favorites. I also like Miku Hatsune and Luka Megurine; not so much of the other VOCALOID characters.